{"id":7082,"date":"2026-03-18T10:58:53","date_gmt":"2026-03-18T14:58:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/campus.cru.org\/faculty\/?p=7082"},"modified":"2026-03-18T11:05:25","modified_gmt":"2026-03-18T15:05:25","slug":"when-i-am-weak","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/campus.cru.org\/faculty\/2026\/when-i-am-weak\/","title":{"rendered":"When I Am Weak&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"7082\" class=\"elementor elementor-7082\" data-elementor-post-type=\"post\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section data-particle_enable=\"false\" data-particle-mobile-disabled=\"false\" class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-2a81ef4 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"2a81ef4\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-ef920b8\" data-id=\"ef920b8\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-9da75c6 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"9da75c6\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>The Apostle Paul\u2019s words can be easier to plaster across a motivational poster than apply to one\u2019s professional life. Consider: \u201cWhen I am weak, then I am strong\u201d (2 Cor 12:10b).<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section data-particle_enable=\"false\" data-particle-mobile-disabled=\"false\" class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-19f2922 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"19f2922\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-27c04b6\" data-id=\"27c04b6\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-ea86c73 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"ea86c73\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p>Asked to report improvement for a performance evaluation, we hesitate to confess our limitations.\u00a0Forced to admit a shortcoming, we apply spin, reinventing faults as hidden strengths or the product of someone else\u2019s mistake.\u00a0<\/p><p>Openly admitting failure can feel self-destructive in the academy\u2019s competitive environment.\u00a0Even as I prepare to share with you an insufficiency that still stings over a year after the fact, I\u2019m tempted to cast myself as a victim. But that would redirect attention away from the God who worked through my weakness.<\/p><p style=\"text-align: center\"><strong>The Prospect of Formal Recognition<\/strong><\/p><p>In the fall of 2023, I was anonymously nominated for a teaching award. Having never received such an honor after more than a quarter century in the classroom, I was exhilarated at the prospect that years of effort might receive formal recognition. Perhaps this distinction could glorify my Creator, demonstrating to peers suspicious of Christianity that my faith had actually boosted my effectiveness as a professor.<\/p><p>This is not the first time I have tried to anticipate God\u2019s work, envisioning a blessing that would not only benefit me professionally, but provide ample opportunity to talk about divine design.\u00a0This particular fantasy would have been very welcome following a quarter in which openly talking about my faith appeared to have put a target on my back for a few students.<\/p><p style=\"text-align: center\"><strong>What Were They Looking For?<\/strong><\/p><p>Following surprise classroom visits by six different professors on the selection committee for the teaching award, I was hopeful that the dynamic discussions they witnessed paired well with able course design.\u00a0The following quarter, they kept coming, dropping by two additional courses multiple times.\u00a0<\/p><p>In all, I received 14 drop-bys!\u00a0What were they looking for that they couldn\u2019t quickly find?\u00a0Did they discover things about me online they had difficulty reconciling with what they saw in person?\u00a0Was I missing the mark in the tone I adopted with my students? Was my pedagogy faulty? Was I just not good enough?<\/p><p>When I received word that I had not received the award, the news fell hard: I had been seen, seen by many, and hadn\u2019t measured up.<\/p><p style=\"text-align: center\"><strong>Enough Salt from My Weary Soul<\/strong><\/p><p>Then a student from that difficult quarter\u2014the one when student evaluations dropped significantly alongside accusations that I was pushing religion\u2014dropped by my office.\u00a0Since I\u2019d brought up spiritual matters alongside the psychological and sociological ones expected when discussing literature, she felt comfortable opening up about how Jesus was calling her out of the atheistic worldview she\u2019d inherited from her parents. She found a church community late that spring, joined my \u201cBible as Literature\u201d course in the fall, and completed a senior project with me on the works of C. S. Lewis.<\/p><p>Despite my battered self-confidence and perceived missteps in the classroom, God was still using me in the life of this student. He shook enough salt and light out of my weary soul to touch a single life. It was enough, more than enough. He always is.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section data-particle_enable=\"false\" data-particle-mobile-disabled=\"false\" class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-cbf26b3 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"cbf26b3\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-72cae56\" data-id=\"72cae56\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-be1bf82 elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"be1bf82\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/campus.cru.org\/faculty\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/652\/2026\/03\/unnamed-2026-03-18T105830.228.jpg?w=892\" title=\"unnamed &#8211; 2026-03-18T105830.228\" alt=\"unnamed - 2026-03-18T105830.228\" loading=\"lazy\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-1a4756e\" data-id=\"1a4756e\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-27efe3d elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"27efe3d\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><strong>Paul Marchbanks<\/strong><\/p><p>English<\/p><p>Cal Poly San Luis Obispo<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The Apostle Paul\u2019s words can be easier to plaster across a motivational poster than apply to one\u2019s professional life. 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